about me

tragic romantic at heart, unable to settle for the shallow. i’m constantly searching for depth– it’s the only place where i truly feel like myself.i live for conversations that consume you. not just small talk, but the kind of exchange where we’re both hanging on each other’s words, eager to share, yet deeply listening. my mind thrives on the philosophical, the psychological (as a student of human nature, it’s my world), and the "magical"– those cosmic topics that give you the good kind of goosebumps.nature is my sanctuary. there’s an indescribable peace in the woods, among the trees, or simply lying in the grass (though i could do without the bugs). i’m a lover of both the sun and the moon, always dreaming of seeing more of this world– capturing its beauty through my lens and scribbling down how it felt in my notebook.on the flip side: i absolutely loathe the cold. my immune system is basically that of a newborn; winter and my constant strep throat are not on speaking terms.i’m an artist with a book in the works and a soft spot for van life. i just want to be free– outside the system, away from the chaos. i’m here to live, not just exist.don't be shy to reach out. being shy is passé, don't you think?

interests

𖦹 films: interstellar, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, dead poets society, call me by your name, portrait of a lady on fire, lost in translation, black swan, the dreamers, the perks of being a wallflower, her, i origins, close, aftersun, beautiful boy, kill your darlings, drive my car, girl interrupted, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, thirteen, requiem for a dream, the virgin suicides, shutter island, fallen angels, prozac nation, christianne f., mysterious skin, american psycho, alice in wonderland, corpse bride, the beautiful person, coraline, leon, amelie, fight club, 500 days of summer, young adult matters, uptown girls, speak, blade runner 2049, the basketball diaries, isle of dogs, before sunrise, atonement, dorian gray, as you are, the goldfinch, we need to talk about kevin, 10 things i hate about you, joker, moonrise kingdom, me before you, the theory of everything, fantastic mr fox, pearl, the book thief, brokeback mountain, a cure for wellness, summer of '85, labyrinth, beeteluice, remember me, betterdays, ammonite, twilight, maurice, split, it, love rosie, hugo, i believe in unicorns, liverleaf, drowning love, koizora, the handmaiden, 10dance

𖦹 books: no longer human, the picture of dorian gray, the secret history, crime and punishment, notes from underground, the stranger, norwegian wood, kafka on the shore, the bell jar, on the road, demian, steppenwolf, go ask alice, if we were villains, the catcher in the rye, slaughterhouse-five, beloved, flowers for algernon, the bell jar, the metamorphosis, the trial, 1984, animal farm, the song of achilles, circe, bunny, seventh mansion, the goldfinch, maurice, a little life, the sorrows of young werther, meditations, letters to a young poet, ariel, ninth house

𖦹 shows: bojack horseman, normal people, dark, mr. robot, euphoria, the end of the f***ing world, skins, hannibal, black mirror, the queen’s gambit, monster, weak hero, heated rivarly, skam, anne, the amazing digital circus, hazbin hotel, game of thrones, looking for alaska, mr. plankton, eyewitness, american horror story, it welcome to derry, young royals

𖦹 anime: nana, monster, neon genesis evangelion, perfect blue, serial experiments lain, cowboy bebop, banana fish, march comes in like a lion, terror in resonance, vinland saga, mushishi, ergo proxy, haibane renmei, paranoja agent, devilman crybaby, given, paradise kiss, blue period, jujutsu kaisen, chainsaw man, hunter x hunter, attack on titan, horimiya, your lie in april, bungou stray dogs, scum's wish, silent voice, kamisama kiss, dororo, devilman crybaby, naruto, demon slayer, toilet-bound hanako-kun, yuri on ice, lovely complex, death note, sk8 the infinity, fullmetal alchemist, noragami, blue lock, free!, anohana, berserk, classroom of the elite, tomodachi game, inuyasha, moriarty the patriot, cyberpunk, bnha, dandan, the summer hikaru died, oshi no ko, owari no seraph

𖦹 singers: mitski, hozier, lana del rey, fiona apple, florence + the machine, phoebe bridgers, the neighborhood, arctic monkeys, chase atlantic, boygenius, ethel cain, lorde, billie eilish, tamino, conan gray, tv girl, cigarettes after sex, sufjan stevens, girl in red, mother mother, cave town, willow, radiohead, the smiths, grimes, charli xcx, gorillaz, twenty one pilots, tame impala, daughter, cyberbully mom club, happysad, cemeteries, the weeknd, yeat, johnny goth, fleet foxes, agnes obel, her’s, mgmt, mehro, tom odell, the lumineers, the marias, deftones, artemas, tv girl, m83, iamx

𖦹 games: life is strange, night in the woods, omori, the last of us, sally face, detroit: become human, hollow knight, firewatch, fran bow, what remains of edith finch, the walking dead, silent hill, danganronpa, the wolf among us, beyond two soul, heavy rain, until dawn, the quarry, resident evil, little nightmares, poppy playtime, no im not a human, alice madness returns, lost records: bloom & rage